.my.life.in.poems.
(via be-the-change)
Every time I find myself sad because she has parts of the life I wanted , I remember what she did to do to get it and I refuse to do that to anyone.
(via etiquetteforalady)
We were all sitting around the bon fire with our marshmallows burning when it hit me. This is whats missing… I love that i can hang out with people i haven’t seen in a long time and it feel like no time has past. I love that we have conversations that stir something in me and make me evaluate my life. I;ve needed this time with these people and I will miss them when they leave. I am blessed to have these people in my life and cherish every moment I have with them.
My point is this—if you want to be happy in showbiz (or any creative field), listen to that voice inside you. Even if it says “Fuck it” sometimes. Work with your friends. Avoid chasing fame or money. Just do what you want to do, when and how you want to do it. And if it’s not making you happy, quit. Quit hard, and quit often. Eventually you’ll end up somewhere that you never want to leave.
(via etiquetteforalady)
I want to write so much right now, but It will all be sad and mean. I won’t let myself go there, I must rise above this…
I’m over this…
Life of disappointments, struggling, stressing and hurting. It’s enough, things have got to start moving forward. I can’t still be in this place, this cloud has followed me and I’m done with it. I hate being tied down and stuck, I hate having to be the person that understands, having to be the bigger person. Im trapped in this mediocre life, I wanted to be in a better place when I was in my 30s. Nothing is going to plan and it’s been so long since I’ve been a “Christian” I wouldn’t be surprised if thats the reason why i haven’t received any “blessings”. I dunno if I even remember how to be with HIM, I feel his lack of presence in my life and it’s not HIS fault it’s mine. I want to not be so lost. END RANT.
I absolutely love where this song takes me….
